A letter for stranger ...

Dear stranger,
Many days had passed since
And i don't know how to begin with
Should i say cheesy things like 'how are you'?
And what should i tell you now?
About the funny stories that i couldn't even remember one by one?
About good dreams that reminds me of our quality times?
About a heart that had broken so badly?
Why didn't i have enough courage to tell?

Dear Stranger,
Do you know few weeks ago
My friend told me this funny story
I wish to tell you but I couldn't
I guess that's why my laughther stop so quickly

Dear stranger,
Do you know last night ...
I flew over the moon?
I soared through the stars ...
But I felt empty instead of happy when I woke up this morning
Cos' I remember that all the time
I feel ever so alone

Dear stranger,
Few days ago I got papercut in my fingertips
It's not a really bad cut, really ...
But I don't know why it feels so hurting
I bit my lip to be strong
But tears running down my cheeks
I felt so embarassed, but i couldn't help it

Dear stranger,
I wish I could tell you about how I feel ...
But it seems so hard
Even though it's about usual topics like broken-heart
I couldn't even find a way to tell you
Instead i just let it go ... and walk away with a new wound in me

Dear stranger ...
I wish to tell you how I feel but I can't
It's just can't ...
Or else we're going to be total stranger ...
Worse than we're allready be now ...
And i'm too coward to face it

Dear Stranger,
Do you feel the same as me?

Another afternoon without u!

As the moonlight started to shine
I sat here all by myself
Singing my favorite song over and over again
Tried to smile and be myself again
Like how i used to be

Its hard not to remember what happened
Since the damned radio i once loved
Played our songs over and over again
Since all the wretched telly i once liked
Played our stories over and over again

They told me to be angry ... but i don't want to
They told me to shout ... but i don't want to
They told me to cry ... but i don't want to
They told me to forget ... but i don't want to

instead i just sat here all by myself
singing my favorite song over and over again
tried to smile and be myself again
like how i used to be

Although it's hard not to feel angry for you
Although it's hard not to feel like shouting at you
Although it's hard not to feel like crying for you
... i just thought that i had a wretched hair day and that's that!

As The Night Fall ...

As the night fall
I broke into a silent tears
Of what had changed in my life
And how I didn't dare to ask why

First I prayed for that day day to come
For you to find your shining star
So that when the candle I hold fade away
You won't be fall into darkness

But now I don't know if the voice of yours ...
The memory I still hold on ...
And every laugh I hear ...
Is real ... or just the sound of the night whisper?

After you found the shining star that leads your way ...
I don't want you to let it go, God please punish me if I do ...
But I just dont want to be left in the dark
With what's left in the candle I still hold ...

I tried to hold on into what's left ...
So that I can still walk, although I have to be alone
Don't let my tears ease away its light
Don't let my cry make your voice even more fade away ...

Cause I can't ever deny that ...
I don't want to loose you ...