As I See You Again ...

This morning I thought
Since the sun's shining so bright
That I could see my world differently
Clearly, not covered by the thin fog
But as I walk my way
Near the place where we 1st met
Everything suddenly become blur
The green lafs ...
The bright blue sky ...
The soft white clouds ...
Seems like someone just
Spilled water on 6 years old girl's painting
And all I can see clearly
Is just you
I see a pair of eyes
I used to dream about
It's as if I can still voice
That used to whispered softly to me
Before I can decide
Whether it's just a dream or not
Time flies and so does you
And here I am now
Wondering what would we both feel
If I was there with my hands in yours

Where Should I Write Your Name?

Where should I write your name?
That I’m afraid to shout it out loud
On the sand where the morning wave will erase it?
Or on the paper where it’ll turn yellow and ruined?

Because I’m too coward … even to whisper it to the wind
Too scared that the wind will whisper it to the grass
The grass will whisper it to the dragonflies …
And so-on …

But how long that I could bear
To just carved it in my heart
And smile as you walk away
Not been able to shout it out loud
And run into your embrace
Is that what I should have done?

As I ...

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Why can't I explain my love for u ...

If you ask me to tell you
How my love for you really is
In words ...
I might fell silent instantly
Cos' I know, I'll just going to be like a sad circus clown
Who sings and dances
With thousand of people staring, clapping their hands
Some of them with laughters
But some of them will scornfully turn their faces
And when the curtain fall
I'll bow my head
Before I fell on my kness and wept
In shame
Cos' I've made a fool not just of myself
But also about the deepest feeling i've had for you
And let people look down on it ...

But when you look into my eyes
When you hold my hand and feel my heartbeat
Then you'll understand how it is
And hopefully you'll believe in me

A letter for stranger ...

Dear stranger,
Many days had passed since
And i don't know how to begin with
Should i say cheesy things like 'how are you'?
And what should i tell you now?
About the funny stories that i couldn't even remember one by one?
About good dreams that reminds me of our quality times?
About a heart that had broken so badly?
Why didn't i have enough courage to tell?

Dear Stranger,
Do you know few weeks ago
My friend told me this funny story
I wish to tell you but I couldn't
I guess that's why my laughther stop so quickly

Dear stranger,
Do you know last night ...
I flew over the moon?
I soared through the stars ...
But I felt empty instead of happy when I woke up this morning
Cos' I remember that all the time
I feel ever so alone

Dear stranger,
Few days ago I got papercut in my fingertips
It's not a really bad cut, really ...
But I don't know why it feels so hurting
I bit my lip to be strong
But tears running down my cheeks
I felt so embarassed, but i couldn't help it

Dear stranger,
I wish I could tell you about how I feel ...
But it seems so hard
Even though it's about usual topics like broken-heart
I couldn't even find a way to tell you
Instead i just let it go ... and walk away with a new wound in me

Dear stranger ...
I wish to tell you how I feel but I can't
It's just can't ...
Or else we're going to be total stranger ...
Worse than we're allready be now ...
And i'm too coward to face it

Dear Stranger,
Do you feel the same as me?

Another afternoon without u!

As the moonlight started to shine
I sat here all by myself
Singing my favorite song over and over again
Tried to smile and be myself again
Like how i used to be

Its hard not to remember what happened
Since the damned radio i once loved
Played our songs over and over again
Since all the wretched telly i once liked
Played our stories over and over again

They told me to be angry ... but i don't want to
They told me to shout ... but i don't want to
They told me to cry ... but i don't want to
They told me to forget ... but i don't want to

instead i just sat here all by myself
singing my favorite song over and over again
tried to smile and be myself again
like how i used to be

Although it's hard not to feel angry for you
Although it's hard not to feel like shouting at you
Although it's hard not to feel like crying for you
... i just thought that i had a wretched hair day and that's that!

As The Night Fall ...

As the night fall
I broke into a silent tears
Of what had changed in my life
And how I didn't dare to ask why

First I prayed for that day day to come
For you to find your shining star
So that when the candle I hold fade away
You won't be fall into darkness

But now I don't know if the voice of yours ...
The memory I still hold on ...
And every laugh I hear ...
Is real ... or just the sound of the night whisper?

After you found the shining star that leads your way ...
I don't want you to let it go, God please punish me if I do ...
But I just dont want to be left in the dark
With what's left in the candle I still hold ...

I tried to hold on into what's left ...
So that I can still walk, although I have to be alone
Don't let my tears ease away its light
Don't let my cry make your voice even more fade away ...

Cause I can't ever deny that ...
I don't want to loose you ...