Say it ... or just think about it?

Yup! tau2 gw udah 20 taun aja hari ini ... hehehe! ;p ga disangka ... dah 'mayan tua juga ya? hehehehehe ..

Thankz for Kak Pandu, my Mum & Dad, my bro, my friendz at FK UPH, n' also everyone (That i cannot mention it one by one) who send me text message. Thankz a lot ... bless u, guyz!

Special thanks buat Henny, Yela, Mario, Fresa, Neeya, Salvie, Jeannie, Raisa, Levina Sherly .. thank youuuu! This birthday won't be so special without all of u with me today ... thanks yaa ... oia, sama tadi surprise partynya ... thanks bangeett ... apalagi di tulisan 'Happy B'day'-nya ada spiralnya! Hehehe ... gw tunggu baygon lavendernya, oke Henny? Hehehehe ...

Saat ini gw lagi nulis blog gw sambil mendengarkan suara 'gerimis' yang merdu banget. too shy to say anything special on the comment place ... so i just listen to it and say all the nice things i can think about in my mind. Huehh ... padahal kan boleh2 aja nulis sesuatu yang special kan, apalagi buat 'Gerimis' special gw ini? Um! tapi menurut pengalaman gw nih ... sikap ekstrovert. walau dikit, kadang2 malah bisa menjebak loh! contoh nyata : GW NDIRI!! waktu gw SD, gw pernah suka sama seorang temen gw ... dari kelas 1. gw suka sama dia ya karena dia anaknya asik n' ... errr ... he's kinda cute too ... UNTUK UKURAN ANAK SD!! CATAT ITU BAIK2! kalo skarang gw inget2 mukanya lagi sih gw heran, sumpah, heran abiz kenapa gw bisa suka sama dia!

ANyways ... pertengahan kelas 6 (By God, gw bersyukur saat itu pertengahan kelas 6 jadi gw bisa segera keluar dari situasi brengsek yang akan gw ceritakan) gw mutusin buat bilang ke temen gw mengenai perasaan gw ke dia. oke, gw bilang karena dia cakep & baek ...

LALU APA YANG TERJADI??

DIA MALAH SOK2 KEGEERAN, SOK2 TERIAK2 SEPERTI MONKEY SETIAP KALI NGELIAT GW ... UDAH GITU NGEJEK2 GW LAGI DI DEPAN TEMENNYA ...

Huuuuhhhhhhh!!!

Makanya, lebih baik gw rasa mengenai si 'gerimis' ini, gw simpan dalam hati aja. Although i actually want to say ... *cleans throat* what i want to say is ... *cough* is that ... *choke, choke, wheeze!!* my drizzle, you have the most beautiful voice & the most beautiful eyes as well ...

Oh sure, laugh all you want! And i suppose YOU never tend to say anything like that to the person you like?!

Allrighty then! Hope that at my 20th year of life, i could find out what's the best. say it ... or just think about it? hehe